Today I want to write about something that is kind of personal but kind of opening myself up and letting you know that this is who I am and this is what I go through, it’s also to kind of show myself that I can fix this but that I am also as beautiful as I am even though I might be rough on the edges.
I am going to number those but they are in no praticular order. I also know that there are tips to make some of them be less annoying but this is generally what is going on in my life.
- Nothing fits me right.
I don’t know whether it’s just me not knowing what to look for or the poor choices the stores have or anything else but everything makes me look odd, even if I try really hard for it not to.
- I rub my thighs.
In a way I totally understand the obsession of a thigh gap because I am so done with keeping up with different ways to look pretty in dresses and not rub my thighs.
- All kinds of health problems.
I don’t have anything major, well I kinda do but I mean it’s something that’s cureable so I don’t think it really matters. But in general I mean things like not being able to do all the things others do in PE and so on.
- The stereotype of being lazy.
In my eyes it’s understandable why this stereotype is there and why people feel that way but it hurts me because everytime I try really hard I feel like people still see me that way.
- Not being able to say no.
That’s I guess having a food addiction but in general it’s just not being able to say no to foods that I like or just being kind of ignorant to some topics.
- Being a second choice.
It’s not only a love thing it’s also the same in friendships.
- Getting no compliments.
That’s a really sad one because I do try really hard to look good and well put together and so on but it’s super rare when I get compliments from people who are not there to see how much effort I put into looking good.
That’s all I can think of now but if you want to add something or say something about the whole topic or just want me to think of a longer list then let me know.